It’s been a while since I’ve done a life post and after my weekend away I decided I wanted to do one. I feel like so much has changed these past few months and it really has been for the best.
Following the break up with my ex in the summer it’s all been about spending time with friends and family as much as possible. I’ve not had a weekend on mine before this weekend since June. My weekends have been spent catching up with friends, going out, going away or seeing the family and it’s great.
With regards to relationships I’ve now been single for over 5 months, a new record for me. I was always the girl who was happiest in a relationship and never thought I’d been this comfortable single. I spent this weekend in London. I caught up with a friend on Saturday for a bit of shopping but had Sunday on mine. Whilst wondering around I realised I had finally reached the point where I was happy on my own.
Last week I saw my ex for the first time in months. I expected it to be weird but it was surprisingly not. It was easy to just chat to him as a friend without feeling anything, making me realise even more I held onto something I shouldn’t have for too long. Walking away is sometimes the hardest decision and I realised I spent a long time fighting for something I thought would make me happy but it was actually making me unhappy!
Anyway that’s not very positive. Lately I feel so much happier and settled and have some amazing things lined up. Hopefully next year I’ll be buying my first house. I had found one but it unfortunately fell through. Who knew buying a house is so stressful. It definitely took a lot out of me.
I’m now really looking forward to the next year and doing things I wouldn’t have done had I stayed with my ex including Glastonbury and tough mudder!
Bring on 2014!!
Bit of a random post but felt like writing it. Back to beauty tomorrow 🙂